What should I do?

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What should I do when,

Im alone even I have a lot of friends around me.
Because can't find the one who being true to me.

What should I do when,

They are all fakers.
They laugh with me,
They had fun with me,
But they never cry with me
or they never were beside me tapping my shoulder and said
" everything will be fine Girl, you have me with you"



What should I do when,

 I become handy to them when I have money,
when I have something to give to them,

What should I do when,

They joke around about my life,
about my unhealthy skin,
about my past sins,
about how i live.

What should I do when,

I thought that I was their friend,
I thought that we were so close,
I thought I could share everything with you,
But i found out that you are the one who bring me down,

I laugh a lot, smile a lot, joke a lot,
In silence,
I cried a lot,
People let me down a lot,
I keep myself quite a lot,
And i never let them see how sad I am.

Should I keep these people?
Because I think I should,
I thought that maybe time will change them.
Maybe?

Have you ever.

Have you ever feel like you're useless when you can't help your friends and family?
I have.

Have you ever feel like screaming out of frustration because things don't go the way you want to?
I have.

Have you ever feel like life is only to make people satisfied and not because it's for your own good?
I have.

Have you ever feel like voicing out your opinion but at the end, you didn't because you feel like your opinion doesn't matter?
I have.

Have you ever feel like no matter what you do, people will always twist it around?
I have.

Have you ever feel like giving up on life and feel like your life is just a waste?
I have.

We all have. Each and every person who read this have.
We can't change the fact that we almost feel this thing almost everyday in our life.
But it doesn't mean we have to keep it that way.
Change the negativity to positivity.
Don't give up on life.
You've only reach the middle part of your book.
Why not make the most out of it?
Reach to the end of your book with nothing to lose and regret.
And most important thing, you are content and happy with all the thing you did and achieved.

I Lived - OneRepublic

                                             Amazing what our mind can do right? (: 

The secret of success

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"There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. it's realizing that you don't need certain people and their crap"

Motivation For The Day

Don't worry if things don't go the way you want it to be.

Don't stress about the small things too much.

If you can fix it, good. If you can't, make it as a lesson for the future.

Be positive.

If everyone else can do it, you can do it too!

Happy reading! xo

Dust yourself off and try again!

"And if at first your don't succeed, then dust yourself off and try again!"
- Aaliyah 

This is a line in the song called "Try Again" by the late R&B singer, Aaliyah. We were taught to be always right or else we are considered no good. However, let's bear in mind that an expert was once a beginner and he had failed a few times before getting it right. So, you too can be an expert as long as you continue and never quit! If you fail at first and probably a few more times; then dust yourself off and try again!

Hearts Up Babes

Feels like I want to post something like beautiful lyrics today. so, here it is, by Ariana Grande, music on guys, and sing along.

Lemme see you put your hearts up, yeah Lemme see you put your hearts up, yeah

If we give a little love, maybe we can change the world

You think you're so small

Like you're itty bitty.

Just one match in the lights of the city

Walking by strangers on the side of the street

Like a quarter in a cupp'll get 'em off on their feet, like

You think you're never gonna make your mark

Sit back and watch the world while it falls apart, like

Out of sight out of mind, like, like

It's just a waste of time,

Like, like, like

Hey Yeah Yeah Yeah

Hey Yeah Yeah

If We Give A Little Love

Maybe We Can Change The World

I Said

Hey Yeah Yeah Yeah

Hey Yeah Yeah

Sing it if you with me

All you boys and all you girls

Let me see you put your hearts up, yeah

Let me see you put your hearts up, yeah

If We Give A Little Love

Maybe We Can Change The World

Wishing on a shooting star in the sky

We can do anything if we try

Can't ressurect ghandi

Ressurect king but

If we put our heads together

We can do anything like

You don't have to be a billionare

You don't have to have

Much too show how much care

Like give a wink

Give a kiss

Like give a little happiness

Like like like

Hey Yeah Yeah Yeah

Hey Yeah Yeah

If We Give A Little Love

Maybe We Can Change The World

I Said

Hey Yeah Yeah Yeah

Hey Yeah Yeah

Sing it if you with me

All you boys and all you girls

Let me see you put your hearts up, yeah

Let me see you put your hearts up, yeah

If We Give A Little Love

Maybe We Can Change The World

Don't let em bring you down now, down now

Don't let em bring you down now, down now

And get up and just love now love now

And get up and just love now love now

Don't let em bring you down now, down now

Don't let em bring you down now, down now

And get up and just love now love now

And get up and just love now love now

Hey Yeah Yeah Yeah

Hey Yeah Yeah

If We Give A Little Love

Maybe We Can Change The World

I Said

Hey Yeah Yeah Yeah

Hey Yeah Yeah

Sing it if you with me

All you boys and all you girls

Let me see you put your hearts up, yeah

Let me see you put your hearts up, yeah

If We Give A Little Love

Maybe We Can Change The World

Let me see you put your hearts up, yeah

Let me see you put your hearts up, yeah

If We Give A Little Love

Maybe We Can Change The World

Hey Yeah Yeah Yeah ~

"Silence doesn't mean that person quits, it simply means that one doesn't want to argue with people who just don't want to understand."

My favorite quotes from the movie, "The Dead Poets Society Club".

Fun facts about smiling

• Forcing yourself to smile when you're sad will actually elevate your mood.

• Smiling makes you look prettier.

• Smiling can reduce blood pressure.

• Smiling is a form of exercise!

• Employers tend to promote people who smile often.

• It's easier to smile than frown.

• We can detect smiles from far away.

• Smiling is a universal sign for happiness.

• There are 19 different types of smiles.

• Smiling is like medicine.

Sofia Carson - Why Don't I

I've never been one
To step out of my comfort zone
Whenever I try
I'm afraid to just let go

Don't know why I run
Don't know why I hide
Never let them know
What I feel inside

Don't know why I'm scared
Just to take a chance
While I'm just standing here

Like a bird, I'm free to fly
Spread my wings and find my light
Like a bird, I'm up so high
Out of the cage, it's my time to shine
Like a bird, I'm free to fly
So tell me, tell me
Why don't I?

I've never been one
To break free
'Cause I've always cared
What everyone thinks of me

Don't know why I run
Don't know why I hide
Never let them know what I feel inside
I don't want to settle, don't want to run
This is not where I belong

Like a bird (yeah), I'm free to fly
Spread my wings and find my light
Like a bird (like a bird), I'm up so high (so high)
Out of the cage, it's my time to shine (it's my time to shine)
Like a bird, I'm free to fly
So tell me, tell me
Why don't I?

So u guys must be wonder why i post this lyrics right? I love this song and the meanings. Its say you have to take a risk to do something you like. Don't let anyone bring you down and just keep on trying. Don't run away for something you like and you don't have to be afraid of what everyone think of you. 

You just have to spread the wings and fly high!

Lets Talk About Fashion

Fashion is getting bigger and bigger and it keeps changing from years to years. I know some of today fashion looks weird but this is what some teenagers keep following the trends in fashion.

One of the example the fashion icon they follow is FKA Twigs.

Her wet baby hair and nose piercing styles became a hits in 2014 and it keeps growing and influencing people ever since. Her curly baby hair and hairstyle caught the fashion and media attention.

The artistry of her looks become a references for fashion people to express their creativity and a work of art.

Her nose piercing also give the creativity idea for fashion designer to make their art become astonishing. Nowadays, nose piercing is essential for fashion lover style.

FKA twigs is flexible style, artistic and aesthetically pleasing. You guys can look at her picture most of them can give an inspiration to fashion lover. Her performance outfit is very flexible and easy for her to do dance moves, and her iconic vogueing for her fans.

Next fashion icon is Grimes, her colorful hair give an inspiration to young teenagers to experimental with their hair.

She’s like use the light color such as like pink, green, turquoise, and etcetera.

She has a very decent and simple looks. Her style mostly looks like colorful style, and anime vibe. She can pull of any kind of looks and still look good.

She is very active and playful when it comes to her work.

If you take a look at her music video you will get inspiration if you get invite to costume event.

The last one fashion iconic is Brooke candy, for those like wild style you guys can follow her style.

She has a very explicit and controversial style. Her style is not suitable in Malaysia because you might get diss and bash by some citizen in Malaysia.

"Love what you do and do what you love. Don't listen to anyone else who tells you not to do it. You do what you want, what you love. Imagination should be the center of your life.” - Ray Bradbury

“Let go of your grudges. Let the bitterness die tonight. Make a decision today that it’s time to move on. And begin again. New, this time. Never forget that what has passed you by was never meant to befall you. And what has befallen you, was never meant to pass you by. Know that sometimes Allah withholds from you, in order to give you something better. Keep your heart focused on Him, and He will take care of the rest. And remember: you will stumble, but that’s part of the path. Keep going. Keep rising, and refuse to give up.” ― Yasmin Mogahed

My Favorite Quotes

"Strong women don't play victim, don't make themselves look pitiful, and don't point fingers. They stand and they deal."

"Use your smile to change the world, don't let the world change your smile"

"Don't cry for a man who's left you, the next one may fall for your smile" 

"You have your own persona. And someone who love you will always love you for who you are"  

"Follow your dreams, believe in yourself and don't give up" 

Where the satisfaction lives

a well know celebrity quotes

You have so much, yet you hungry for more

The trick to being well fed is to stop looking up at everything you don't have,

And look around at everything you do.

Because thats where satisfaction lives.

Love yourself a little more

Hi, so what do I have in my mind today is, I would like to write something about love our-self a little more. I put this in journal and at the same time, it will be your inspiration too.

 First of all, I just want to tell you a story about how much i care for people around me, family, friends and even the people I just know for few months. The thing is, i love and in love with the people im surrounds with. And then, this one day, at that moment, i was surprised by someone who I cared too much and not that little, tells me that Im being greedy. What was i thinking, im mad and sad. Then he explain it to me why he said that. Because i want everyone who i surrounds with to be with me. I could have just picked one groups or person maybe because i want to take care for everyone i loved. Sometimes i forgot my needs to fulfill others needs, sometimes I eat less to feed others with what I have. Im not bragging that im a good friend, you know, sometimes we need to tell a story to people to make them understands what he hell we've been through. But this is not hell for me, im happy to help them OK. Its just I know that, what he was trying to say to me is, I just need to love my self a bit more than others(?) Do you agree with me?

"Just because my path is different doesn't mean I'm lost"

- Anonymous