Sunday, November 5, 2017

#5

Aurora and Milky Way.
Ever since i was a kid i have this weird obsession with a star. I wear a dress with a star pattern on it, eating honey stars for breakfast, lunch and dinner and I even sings a song about star. I always and will forever be amaze just by looking at it shinning at me. Maybe that is why, witnessing aurora and milky way is one of my biggest wishlist. And I swear I will be the happiest women in this universe if one day I will be able to fly Sweden to catch Northern Light with my own eyes.

Discovering new hobby.

It's all begin when i started to join one of  Unisel official club which is RAC that stand for, Recreation and Adventure Club. At first of course I was all quite and awkward because growing up, I never had lots of friend. I only have a small circle of friend and that's the only circle i socialize with so when one of the committee member ask me to join the club, I was overwhelm. A feeling that i could not express by words. But what i know is i am scared, nervous and there is also a glimpse of excitement in my heart because i get to try something new. Definitely out of my comfort zone.

I remember telling my mom about it and as expected, she was shook. She was not expecting me out of all people, liking all those hiking and camping stuff because that is so not "me" that she knew. I don't blame her, because I admit all i do at home is sleep, reading my novels and plays with my cats. No outside activity at all. I never really realize that I do like hiking until I try going to Bukit Kutu with one of my good friend, Farah. We had a great time even though we were struggling to hike but it was all worth it until we get to finish up until the top. And that's what i love the most about it, pleasing my eyes with His creation. A complete satisfaction. It makes me wonder what else can i discover and makes me want to explore more.

But as a university student it is hard to balance between your hobby and your assignments, class project and bla bla bla. If there is one that i can wish for, i wish i can buy time. Why? Because i never get enough of it. I feel like my young days are filled with my studies which, don’t get me wrong. It is good for my future, but I feel like I am not experience the fun of being young. You know what they says, “YOLO, you only lived once.” And of course I want to make everything as memorable as it could be. So, I think after I graduated, I want to take a time for myslef. Speending a month at Bali or climbing Mountain Kinabalu. But I know, I probably just sleeping in my comfy bed and hibernating until I am ready to get a job. Well, only if i have the time.