What should I do?

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What should I do when,

Im alone even I have a lot of friends around me.
Because can't find the one who being true to me.

What should I do when,

They are all fakers.
They laugh with me,
They had fun with me,
But they never cry with me
or they never were beside me tapping my shoulder and said
" everything will be fine Girl, you have me with you"



What should I do when,

 I become handy to them when I have money,
when I have something to give to them,

What should I do when,

They joke around about my life,
about my unhealthy skin,
about my past sins,
about how i live.

What should I do when,

I thought that I was their friend,
I thought that we were so close,
I thought I could share everything with you,
But i found out that you are the one who bring me down,

I laugh a lot, smile a lot, joke a lot,
In silence,
I cried a lot,
People let me down a lot,
I keep myself quite a lot,
And i never let them see how sad I am.

Should I keep these people?
Because I think I should,
I thought that maybe time will change them.
Maybe?

Quote Of the Day

 Ships don't sink because of the water around them,
Ships sink because of the water that get inside them.
So don't let whats happening around you gets inside you and weigh you down.

Have you ever.

Have you ever feel like you're useless when you can't help your friends and family?
I have.

Have you ever feel like screaming out of frustration because things don't go the way you want to?
I have.

Have you ever feel like life is only to make people satisfied and not because it's for your own good?
I have.

Have you ever feel like voicing out your opinion but at the end, you didn't because you feel like your opinion doesn't matter?
I have.

Have you ever feel like no matter what you do, people will always twist it around?
I have.

Have you ever feel like giving up on life and feel like your life is just a waste?
I have.

We all have. Each and every person who read this have.
We can't change the fact that we almost feel this thing almost everyday in our life.
But it doesn't mean we have to keep it that way.
Change the negativity to positivity.
Don't give up on life.
You've only reach the middle part of your book.
Why not make the most out of it?
Reach to the end of your book with nothing to lose and regret.
And most important thing, you are content and happy with all the thing you did and achieved.

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