What should I do?

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What should I do when,

Im alone even I have a lot of friends around me.
Because can't find the one who being true to me.

What should I do when,

They are all fakers.
They laugh with me,
They had fun with me,
But they never cry with me
or they never were beside me tapping my shoulder and said
" everything will be fine Girl, you have me with you"



What should I do when,

 I become handy to them when I have money,
when I have something to give to them,

What should I do when,

They joke around about my life,
about my unhealthy skin,
about my past sins,
about how i live.

What should I do when,

I thought that I was their friend,
I thought that we were so close,
I thought I could share everything with you,
But i found out that you are the one who bring me down,

I laugh a lot, smile a lot, joke a lot,
In silence,
I cried a lot,
People let me down a lot,
I keep myself quite a lot,
And i never let them see how sad I am.

Should I keep these people?
Because I think I should,
I thought that maybe time will change them.
Maybe?

Quote Of the Day

 Ships don't sink because of the water around them,
Ships sink because of the water that get inside them.
So don't let whats happening around you gets inside you and weigh you down.